Been some time
I realise that I write posts like this quite a bit now... Talking about picking up things after a really long time and not actually doing anything about it. I have become a lonely person who doesn't smile much, isn't happy and just is letting her days pass her by. Literally, my daily routine is: - Get up, YouTube, Freshen up, YouTube or any other video channel(Netflix, prime, Disney, HBO - you get the point). Breakfast that get served to me, say bye to my daughter (who I do not get ready in the morning) and then come right back to these random shit videos throughout the day. I take 2 breaks - 1 when my daughter comes back from school (I say hi to her, play with her for may be 10 mins and then come right back) and final one when she gets up from her nap and again comes says hi to me for 5-10 mins. That is the only useful thing I have been doing with my time. I am such a failure in life. I do not even have the strength to get out of my house. I have to force myself to do that